Schedual-smeldual
Mood:  hug me




Finally...my fall semester schedual is DONE! I got all the courses that i wanted. Plus i got on the honour role from last semester...yea me!

im totally pshyced!(sp) im taking 2 more cources than the required course load..so im kinnda scared...but hey how hard can business computer applications & operations management be right?

well thats it for now...

Mood:  caffeinated
Topic: My First Blog

Well isn't this exciting! My very first BLOG! I have wanted to create something like this ever since i was 17...which is 3 years ago! I was sick of people (my mom) finding all my personal and private notes, and I wanted to start on online diary for that purpose.

So here I am 20 years old, sitting at the computer and just typing my life away.

Heres a bit of history on MOI!
I had a pretty normal childhood...i was the only child untill my parents surprised me with what they call "your bundle"...my little sister...who is 11 years my junior.

My life actually took a huge turn when i was 17, thats when all the drama began. January 2002 --I started dating this guy I met from Yahoo! Chat "Danny". He is 5 years older than me. Within a month I lost my virginity.

Thinking I was big shit I broke up with him 6 months into the relationship to see this other guy "Marco". We had sex on the first date...yea i was kinnda turning into some sort of slut! I soon realised that me and Marco just wasn't going to work. So i got back with Danny, and i never told him about Marco.

So now we are in august of 2002, my family decided to ship me and my sister to india for a month...yea sounds like fun...haha not! Anyways while I was there Marco had called my cell leaving me a message...Danny, my bf at the time, checked my voice messages and heard Marco's message. Now all hell broke loose. Here I am 1 billion miles away with my bf, who just found out i broke up with him just to be with another guy.

Well when I came back it was tough! I did love Danny, and we tried to work things out. But for the past 2 years of our relationship this "Marco" thing has always come up in EVERY fight.

This past February I met this guy...he's a hip hop, rap, DJ...He totally sweeped me of my feet. We had sexual relations for a while...and he was AMAzING!!! But he is not ready for a comitment....though I wish he was.

We still see each other a couple times a month, just for a "roomp" and its great...

Recetnly things have changed with me...Im starting to feel really ashamend of my past, and have turned to God. Now i know im no nun...but this is where I am...its the summer, and I have 2 guys still Danny...and George (the dj) i dont know what to do...but im sure ill think of something!